Time passed really slowly during this whole of this last week of school. it might be because in my mind, i'm trying my best to freeze time, so that i can treasure every single minute of my last days as a student. I felt really sad today even as i attended my last lecture, and i even ended my day with a test. But i just felt like, i've reached the end of my education, now what. hmm i felt quite lost because all along, i've been working hard towards what most pple think is important to them- a degree. But it hasn't occured to me what would i want to do or achieve with this certificate.
China lecture today was boring as usual. But the lecturer ended the lecture with something that really strike me. For the first time, my impression of her changed a little. She ended off her lecture with a piece of good news about the economy growing faster than forecasted.. and that she knows how difficult is it to find a job now..and finally she wished all the graduates this year best of luck. I never expected that to come out from her. To me, she's just a lecturer who speaks without emotions. Well, i guess i can't say that of her anymore. :)
My last lecture of the day ended off with BI test. I felt an unexplainable surge of sadness after the test. My Ibu was so motherly and kind and i have so much i wanna say to her, like thanking her for all the times she taught me BI, for being so patient and conducting such fun classes. When after my test, i just couldn't say anything to her...i was mentally drained and what's more to speak in BI , i might just embarasse myself. sigh. But! she has invited all BI2 and 3 students to her house for a party on 2 May! :) i will go even though i still have a paper on 4 May. heh!
Studies may be officially over. But i hope i remain that ever-teachable attitude within me and hopefully one day, i get to relive my days as a student :)
